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Punk Rock Princess-Something Corporate
Saturday, June 21, 2003
05:37 p.m.
"Punk Rock Princess"
Maybe when the room is empty,
Maybe when the bottle's full.
Maybe when the door gets broke down,
Love can break in.
Maybe when I'm done with thinking,
Maybe you can think me whole.
Maybe when I'm done with endings
This can begin, this can begin
This can begin.
If you could be my punk rock princess,
I would be your garage band king.
You can tell me why you just dont fit in
And how you're gonna be something
Maybe when you're hair gets darker,
Maybe when your eyes get wide,
Maybe when the walls are smaller
There will be more space
Maybe when I'm not so tired,
Maybe you could step inside
Maybe when I look for things that
I cant replace, I cant replace
I cant replace.
If you could be my punk rock princess,
I would be your garage band king.
You could tell me why you just dont fit in,
And how you're gonna be something.
If I could be your first real heartache,
I would do it over again.
If you could be my punk rock princess,
I would be your heroine.
I never thought you'd last,
I never dream you would.
You watch your life go past,
You wonder if you should.
If you should be my punk rock princess,
I would be your garage band king.
You could tell me why you just dont fit in,
And how you're gonna be something.
If I could be your first real heartache,
I would do it over again.
If you could be my punk rock princess,
I would be your heroine.
Whoa! you know!
You only burn my bridges
Whoa! you know!
You just cant let it sink in!
You could be my heroine,
You could be my heroine!
Exodus-Evanescence
Wednesday, June 18, 2003
10:07 p.m.
"Exodus"
My black backpack's stuffed with broken dreams
20 bucks should get me through the week
Never said a word of discontentment
Fought it a thousand times but now
I'm leaving home
[CHORUS:]
Here in the shadows
I'm safe
I'm free
I've nowhere else to go but
I cannot stay where I don't belong
Two months pass by and it's getting cold
I know I'm not lost
I am just alone
But I won't cry
I won't give up
I can't go back now
Waking up is knowing who you really are
[Chorus]
[Chorus]
Show me the shadow where true meaning lies
So much more is made in empty eyes
Flashlight Brown- Go And Die.
Sunday, May 18, 2003
10:06 a.m.
FLASHLIGHT BROWN
"Go and Die"
Tell me all about how things will never go too far
Situation normal you're still living in the dark
You don't seem to care that I don't have that much to say
Gives you more time to blather on about your boring fucking day
Oh my I don't know why I really hope you go and die
So I can live here without you, and keep July
I wonder what you're telling her when I am miles away
Maybe that I'm screwing someone or I am turning gay
If you said something honest it would have to be a fluke
As all the rest of your bullshit dribbles out of you like puke
Anyone that falls for you is one less pain for me
Cause that just means they're way too stupid to see you like I see
You treat your friends like crap but still you think my words are crass
If you open your mouth again I'll kick your fucking ass
IM SEEING THEM IN CONCERT TODAY!
Taking Back Sunday-Ghost Man On Third
Sunday, May 11, 2003
05:44 p.m.
TAKING BACK SUNDAY
"Ghost Man On Third"
Jynx me something crazy
Thinking if it's three
then I'm as smooth as the skin
rolls across the small of your back
It's too bad it's not my style
If you need me
I'm out and on the parkway,
patient and waiting for headlights,
dressed in a fashion that's fitting to the
inconsistencys of my moods
It's times like these where silence means everything
And no one is to know about this
It's times like these, where silence means everything
And no one is to know about this
It's a campaign of distraction
and revisionist history, oh
It's a shame I don't think that they'll notice
(it's a shame, I don't think that they'll notice)
It's a shame I doubt they even care
(it's a shame I doubt they even care)
No one is to know about this
It's a shame I don't think that they'll notice
(it's a shame, I don't think that they'll notice)
It's a shame I doubt they even care
(it's a shame I doubt they even care)
Don't let me down
But whatever I have gettin myself into
maybe has been slicing inches from my waist
It's my fist vs. the bottle
(and thank god you weren't there...)
And that's how bad could this hurt
or against I won't feel a thing
(and thank god you weren't there...)
I tell you all about it
It's just not working out
(...to watch me hit the bottle)
not working out
It's a campaign of distraction
and revisionist history, oh
It's a shame I don't think that they'll notice
(it's a shame, I don't think that they'll notice)
It's a shame I doubt they even care
(it's a shame I doubt they even care)
No one is to know about this
It's a shame I don't think that they'll notice
(it's a shame, I don't think that they'll notice)
It's a shame I doubt they even care
(it's a shame I doubt they even care)
Don't let me down
This is why we were taught so much better than this
This is why we were taught so much better than this
This is what living like this does
This is what living like this does
This is what living like this does
This is what living like this does
This is what living like this does
This is what living like this does
This is what living like this does
This is what living like this does
This is what living like this does
Bad Case Of Broken Heart-The Ataris
Sunday, May 4, 2003
12:35 p.m.
today I'm missing something
in this small new england town.
here's to you my best friend.
just want to say that I miss
having you around.
I'm staring at your pictures
and dreaming that I could hold your hand.
we'd walk down to the ocean
and I would write your name in the sand.
they say sometimes you need some time apart
but I've got a bad case of broken heart.
and you're the only one that's got the cure.
and I can't live another day without seeing you smile.
2000 miles between us and I guess that I'm the one to blame.
relationships and heartaches,
these two things are one and the same.
the radio plays our love song.
I smash my fist right through the dial.
here's to the broken hearted.
a generation born in denial.
they say sometimes you need some time apart
but I've got a bad case of broken heart.
and you're the only one that's got the cure.
and I can't live another day without seeing you smile.
Early November
Monday, March 31, 2003
04:30 p.m.
THE EARLY NOVEMBER
"I Want To Hear You Sad"
these eyes they're strongly covered in disguise
they're waiting on the real time again
you'll see that no one knows for sure
for all of this
im better off without you
do you regret so
your loneliness
this ride is drifting slowely to the side
we're swerving off the road
going past the cones that warns us from the start
for all of this
im better off without you
do you regret so
your loneliness
(everyday goes, everynight goes)
on and on we sing this song
the entire day thats oh so long
every night we sing this song for you
for all of this
im better off without you
do you regret so
your loneliness
for all of this
im better off without you
do you regret so
your loneliness
people these days!
Monday, March 24, 2003
10:09 p.m.
Okay, im sick of this!! First of all, Caileigh, go back out with matt, and dont give a shit how I feel okay!! Yes I think he's a fucking asshole, and I have my reasons, but why the fuck what I care, influence your decisions? Jeeze! It pisses me off! opinions dont matter! Fuck! like holy shit.. anyways, yeah, i dont get why other people let people influence their decisions, MAKE YOURSELF HAPPY! Thats why Im telling Sean to pretty much fuck himself, because I want Andy!! so ya! He can suck ass! But cuz im mean. But oh well, thats just my little bitch of the day. Enjoy! "Fuck it all, Fuck this world, Fuck everything you stand for, dont belong, dont exist, dont give a shit, dont ever judge me" Surfacing-Slipknot
YelloW!
Monday, March 17, 2003
05:04 p.m.
Allo allo! how be you?! im alright, alot better now that Cail and I are all better! Today was fun!! I guess, until I almost killed sarah sylvester, stupid ugly bitch! i mean.. anyways so cail is with matt, which is cute! I hope they have a good time, and they work out.. at least better than any luck ive had lately!! im about to kill every friggen guy i see! but hey, thats the shay we all know and love. haha, ya right.. but anyways, the weather is actually warm! im so happy! I like warm weather! and omg guess what! MOMMY IS GONNA BUY ME MUH SKATEBOARD!!!!!!!!!!!!! im so excited. And I saw bruce today, haha, it was funny, i was like, ITS MELTING! and he was like I KNOW! then i bugged him cuz he got his hair cut! haha! Harrison had his green shorts!! Yay! heehee, gotta love them green shorts! I know I do! lol. And and, uhh, Caieligh blew my ducky! hahahaha Go me! But im tired, so nap time for shay, and cail, did you say after 6 youd be at moms? meh. ill try anyways later... toodles!"99 red balloons floating in the summer sky
Panic bells, it's red alert
There's something here from somewhere else
The war machine springs to life
Opens up one eager eye
Focusing it on the sky
As 99 red balloons go by."
99 red balloons-Goldfinger
Everything Is SO awesome!
Friday, March 14, 2003
03:53 p.m.
hey hey! sorry ive been leaving you all out in nowhere land! I just love live journal so much more!! hehe, it looks cooler! and its fun! and nobody says anything on here anymore, so i just live there! hehe! but yeah, so Andy is coming to see me tomorrow =D! I can't wait! we will have SO much fun! And Betty! We won the hockey game! 5-0!! so we get to kick their asses tonight! WOO! but anyways the other night i was ripping up carpet and tackboard in my room, and i put my hand back and OUCH! a nice big ol rusty tackboard nail went right into my hand.. talk about ouchie! and then the other cut on my hand, its just horrible! and its about a cm deep now! talk about ick! but the layers of skin are slowly growing back, and i mean slowly! Oh! guess where Shay sits at the hockey games!! IN THE PRESS BOX!!!!!!!! Booyah! Ive been listening to constant love and slow songs for the past 3 days!! and! on my website ive updated it so much and i have like 5 million pages now! lol. shays hyper! oh! and guess what! IVE ACTUALLY BEEN HAPPY! For the past 3 days nothing has made me upset, nor could anything! heh! yay! Im almost done my medication! ill be off the pills tonight! heehee! but i still have the spray shit! ick! oh well, ill survive, oh ya, i have a severe sinus and ear infection! im doing so much better than i was! hehe yay! aww! Andy is so sweet!
its goin to be shay and andy day on sat says:
love yea hun
.°×°©øñ©®ê±èÅñg룰װ.Here Comes Andy!!! =D!!!!.I (L) Andy Pandy!!!Hehehe* says:
Love you too!
aww! teehee! yay! Ive found a good one! and im so gonna keep him! he's the bestestest! Hehe, but anyways, i gotta go make myself some dinner so i can go to bowling! so ill update this after tomorrow for sure, and if i dont, then check out my live journal, lol itll have everything! Love ya all! Toodles! "all my life, ive prayed for someone like you, And I thank God, that i, that i finally found you" all my life-Kci & jojo (me and andy pandys song!)
Live Journal
Tuesday, March 11, 2003
03:59 p.m.
hey hey! I have a live journal now, ill Still write in here, but there more.. its more... interactive, and funky!! you can do more stuff with it!! so the url is http://www.livejournal.com/users/brokenfuture/ ... Check it out!! Its cool.. cooler than this! lol, well ya, but ill always check back here! You should all get one!! If you want one just email me and ill get you a code okay? Toodles. "you gotta die gotta die gotta die for your government die for your country thats shit" Die for your government-Anti Flag
Yeah.
Monday, March 10, 2003
06:58 p.m.
hey, sorry about that last entry, Shay was a tad bit upset. but im doing better now i guess. meh. but yeah, im tired, but i have to stick it out cuz im going to the movies with Tim tonight. Caileigh is back in stratford, still has me blocked though... =*( I really do miss her. Oh well, I guess Ill suffer. meh. Thank you SO much Julius for getting me a live journal code, so I will put the url for it up here when i get it! but yeah, since i just remembered that, i think ima go make my account now, ill update later. Toodles. "See this is real, she doesnt feel, Lonely hearts. shattered dreams, theres nothing better in this place, nothing but memories in your mind." she cries-Rufio
over.
Sunday, March 9, 2003
12:40 a.m.
get me out of this fucking world. i cant stand it anymore. its all over, i dont want to go on. I have had enough! fuck this, fuck it all. i cant stand it, i just want to go, go back to where i was before i was born. when i never existed. ive ruined so many peoples lives. hurt so many people. ripped so many people apart. i let everyone walk all over me. i gotta get out. i just cant do this anymore. its all over. ALL OVER! just let me leave. let me go. let me end this cruel torture. ive failed at this life. its all over. its just gonna end. why not end it now. im sorry ive done this to you. goodbye. "try and walk in my shoes" finger 11
ack
Saturday, March 8, 2003
03:15 p.m.
School writings
Friday, March 7, 2003
11:02 a.m.
hey im at school in communications, yeah! sim actually back at school, yet i still feel like shit. I just read Caileighs entry, yeah it is sad, and she's right, he is just a pot head, Im prolly better off without him. She's in art right now, and i wanna go down there and pull her out because i can, and i used to, but oh well, maybe she'll talk to me today, maybe we'll work this out.. I really hope so, im sorry you feel in the middle Betty! you don't have to get involved, but oh well. ah im so dizzy, gack. mm gum lol, i had the nastiest taste in my mouth this morning, holy crap! it tasted like Detol(disinfectant for music class) and mold! ugh it was icky. but now my dearest Patti bought me some gum, so im alive! lol haha, i cant type, im freakin out man. lol but anyways im gonna go, and uhh chew on my gum, lol toodles!! "
(What follows) Me as the whitest lace of light
(Will swallow whole) Just begs to be imbrued
(What follows) Has lead me to this place where I belong
With all erased" AFI-Girls Not Grey
So....sick.. =/
Thursday, March 6, 2003
02:50 p.m.
Hey everyone, sorry i havent wrote in a while, ive been at home sick. well, the paste 2 days I have been. Its so icky! i hate this feeling, and hopefully my medication will work! but yeah, I really dont know whats going on with much, but darrick and i arent together, thats over and done with. and i dont really care, i deserve better than being told i look like shit.. Im not sure whats up with cail and i, but i sure do miss her. i hope we can work something out soon, I surely miss my best friend!! but ya, on tuesday i went to that bowl for kids thing, so fun!! i havent had that much fun since i was last with cail. but anyways, Brandie and I are getting better friends, and im not sure how Danielle is doing, im gonna call her tonight.. Im going bowling soon (even though im sick and cant see straight) cuz I wont be at Bowling tomorrow (sorry Betty!) Stratford is now playing Owen Sound and they are up there for tomorrows game, so we have to leave at about 5 to get there in time, so i wont be able to go bowling, but thats okay, mom is gonna bowl with me today, it should be quite amusing, both of us sick and bowling. teehee. it'll be a blast, but ya, Since i havent been at school, i miss shane too! he's so awesome, we've gotten alot closer, and shane, my puddle is still muddy =. not fun at all. muddy puddles suck! but ya, after i finish this entry im gonna go, and get my little message board back, i miss that thing! its so funky! lol, of my hands are cold, ive been typing alot and im getting a typing cramp! lol. okay thats gross, i have orange shit leaking out of my ear! icky! oh, and since this is my 4th ear infection since november, if i get another one, im gonna have to get tubes put in my ears. =( not fun!! not at all. but i think this is a good enough update, and I will talk to everyone later!! Toodles!! "Your graceful, your grace falls, down around me and in my eyes, Your Lovely, you love leaves, so easily in my eyes." In my eyes-Rufio
2 years...
Saturday, March 1, 2003
03:09 p.m.
I never did want this day to come, but I knew it was on its way. If you're wondering what it is? its the 2 year annaversary of Robyn's death.. It's been two years already. Time passes quickly, even when you dont want it to. It seems like just yesterday she was laughing at someones hair style, or someones new pants. Thats just the way she was, but everyone knew she was just joking. Nobody really took her seriously. We knew not to. But we did know when she was being serious. Now, If we want to see her, we have to go to the Avondale Cemetary. I wish I could just call her up, and see if she wanted to go hang out, but all I can do, is go visit her, and hang out with her up there. We all know she watches over us, and she will always be there. Only, We wish we could see her again, and hug her again. We will forever miss you Robyn!!! In Memory of Robyn LeeAnn Langis. "In the arms of an angel, may you find, some comfort there." Angel-Sarah McLachlan.
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